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....ok so im stressed from school starting, im stressed from my gender, my sexuality, me being nothing but a fuck up...
ive been thinking of my gender for like ...3 months now....well....years but ye..and basicly this one girl just said it exactly how i think but dont want to admit, i hate everything about me, my hair, my body, my face, my personality, and how much of a fuck up i am...the only thing im somewhat proud of myself for is being able to code...the rudimentary dipshit code ...which is basicly useless and pointless....i literally have been thinking of why im not a failure for days and i cant think of a single thing, no matter what i do i hurt everyone i give a damn about, i should just run away so no one getshurt from my stupidity anymore, i fail everyting i do and im simply good at covering my failures up.... and back to my gender im just stuck ... if i try to change then ill just end up looking bad cuz ill forget to do something and im pry not even healthy enough to, im ugly as fuck and all the things ppl find "cute" about me i find ugly, im turning into a male and im lazy so ill pry end up being a fat-ass failure at life... i literally have 1 achievments in my 15 years of living... i dont love myself so no one else should love me, im dumb, lazy, annoying, hurtful, and straight up an assole....... no matter what i do ill never be what i want to be, im 15 and can this is how stressed i am and i know life only gets harder...i rly cant think of anything good with me... i just... ..i just give up....not that it really matters anyways
  • Mood: Hopeless
party kimu by beastboy1999
party kimu
its my b-day and im gonna give you guys a drawing and thx to muni for showing me the program she uses, its really good
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....ok so im stressed from school starting, im stressed from my gender, my sexuality, me being nothing but a fuck up...
ive been thinking of my gender for like ...3 months now....well....years but ye..and basicly this one girl just said it exactly how i think but dont want to admit, i hate everything about me, my hair, my body, my face, my personality, and how much of a fuck up i am...the only thing im somewhat proud of myself for is being able to code...the rudimentary dipshit code ...which is basicly useless and pointless....i literally have been thinking of why im not a failure for days and i cant think of a single thing, no matter what i do i hurt everyone i give a damn about, i should just run away so no one getshurt from my stupidity anymore, i fail everyting i do and im simply good at covering my failures up.... and back to my gender im just stuck ... if i try to change then ill just end up looking bad cuz ill forget to do something and im pry not even healthy enough to, im ugly as fuck and all the things ppl find "cute" about me i find ugly, im turning into a male and im lazy so ill pry end up being a fat-ass failure at life... i literally have 1 achievments in my 15 years of living... i dont love myself so no one else should love me, im dumb, lazy, annoying, hurtful, and straight up an assole....... no matter what i do ill never be what i want to be, im 15 and can this is how stressed i am and i know life only gets harder...i rly cant think of anything good with me... i just... ..i just give up....not that it really matters anyways
  • Mood: Hopeless

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:icondevils-downpour:
Devils-DownPour Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks a bunch for the watch. :)
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beastboy1999 Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2014
no worry =^.^= thx for teh lama *in the backround hurding baby lamas in an old farm wives outfit*
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Devils-DownPour Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
XD Sure thing. X3
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beastboy1999 Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2013
yay lama badge TYTYTY PlagueDogs123 :)
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Muni-teh-kitty Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You've been tagged
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beastboy1999 Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2013
noooooo!
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beastboy1999 Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2013
Chibi kimu ^_^
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Muni-teh-kitty Featured By Owner May 25, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You up?
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beastboy1999 Featured By Owner May 26, 2013
yesh ish you
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