beastboy1999
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Scared shirtless
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So a few boxes were stacked up when I went to the rest room and when I went out from the room they looked like a horrible mobster and I had a mini twary attack and froze then ran ...I just heard a foot step...fuck...i cNt get to sleep
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i found my theme song x3
1 min read
it kinda fits if you dont consider my gender
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yay day off
1 min read
ok so since my mom decided to keep us home bcuz of Ferguson (long story short our political system is F!@#$%) and now since weather is giving a day off lil ol' me gets a 7 day weekend~!
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I give up...
2 min read
....ok so im stressed from school starting, im stressed from my gender, my sexuality, me being nothing but a fuck up...
ive been thinking of my gender for like ...3 months now....well....years but ye..and basicly this one girl just said it exactly how i think but dont want to admit, i hate everything about me, my hair, my body, my face, my personality, and how much of a fuck up i am...the only thing im somewhat proud of myself for is being able to code...the rudimentary dipshit code ...which is basicly useless and pointless....i literally have been thinking of why im not a failure for days and i cant think of a single thing, no matter what i do i hurt everyone i give a damn about, i should just run away so no one getshurt from my stupidity anymore, i fail everyting i do and im simply good at covering my failures up.... and back to my gender im just stuck ... if i try to change then ill just end up looking bad cuz ill forget to do something and im pry not even healthy enough to, im ugly as fuck and all the things ppl find "cute" about me i find ugly, im turning into a male and im lazy so ill pry end up being a fat-ass failure at life... i literally have 1 achievments in my 15 years of living... i dont love myself so no one else should love me, im dumb, lazy, annoying, hurtful, and straight up an assole....... no matter what i do ill never be what i want to be, im 15 and can this is how stressed i am and i know life only gets harder...i rly cant think of anything good with me... i just... ..i just give up....not that it really matters anyways
ive been thinking of my gender for like ...3 months now....well....years but ye..and basicly this one girl just said it exactly how i think but dont want to admit, i hate everything about me, my hair, my body, my face, my personality, and how much of a fuck up i am...the only thing im somewhat proud of myself for is being able to code...the rudimentary dipshit code ...which is basicly useless and pointless....i literally have been thinking of why im not a failure for days and i cant think of a single thing, no matter what i do i hurt everyone i give a damn about, i should just run away so no one getshurt from my stupidity anymore, i fail everyting i do and im simply good at covering my failures up.... and back to my gender im just stuck ... if i try to change then ill just end up looking bad cuz ill forget to do something and im pry not even healthy enough to, im ugly as fuck and all the things ppl find "cute" about me i find ugly, im turning into a male and im lazy so ill pry end up being a fat-ass failure at life... i literally have 1 achievments in my 15 years of living... i dont love myself so no one else should love me, im dumb, lazy, annoying, hurtful, and straight up an assole....... no matter what i do ill never be what i want to be, im 15 and can this is how stressed i am and i know life only gets harder...i rly cant think of anything good with me... i just... ..i just give up....not that it really matters anyways
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perfect world international (pwi)
1 min read
weeelllll imma give it a second try >< lets see how it goes ._.
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